First Post Jitters
“READY TO PUBLISH YOUR FIRST POST?” YEP.
I came home just now so angry. Angry at my work/life (what life?) balance; angry at myself for not making a change, angry that it’s 2016 and there are people who punch people at political rallies for speaking out about injustice, angry that a guy can tell two women he loves them on national TV, knowing he’s going to hurt someone; frustrated that I’ve spent the last three years just doing what is expected of me, just trying to get by, to Make It. Angry that I haven’t felt confident enough to start this blog yet, angry that I don’t have the right camera yet, that my pictures suck, that I’m not a professional writer, angry that I have all these ideas and no time to execute them. So I just sat down and started writing this.
First Post. Ripping off the band-aid. Tomorrow I’ll probably look at this and immediately delete it from the interwebz, cringing. But right now I have anger motivating me and a fresh batch of creative angst I need to release. So Hello, it’s me. This is a corner of my desk.
First post. Done!